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Paul Swanson's avatar

I often quote the great Barry Lopez about 'going to where there is life'. That is how you build community, stay open, invest in generosity and Spirit. Today, i was slapped on the back of the head by "To go in the dark with a light is to know the light." The darkness has lessons to impart without light interrupting its unbrokenness.

It has been said that the dark night of the soul that John of the Cross beautifully writes is actually a light so bright it appears as darkness. I like that. But today I appreciated the sense of an absence of light, the full weight of darkness, calling upon language of emptiness. There was no equating it with despair, but the open feeling of standing beneath a night sky. I felt small in a vastness. Yet knowing i am small in a vastness kept me connected. I felt the invitation to be humble on a path of darkness, of unsightedness as trustworthy insight. A trust is indeed required. In a spot of life seeking to control a few outcomes (always a temptation), but to go dark is to trust in the Mystery that yields a releasement. So here i sit, listening to the dark "bloom and sing".

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Bill Cruse's avatar

I first heard this poem at the close of a Tenebre service in 2015. I include it in the version of Tenebre that I offer on Wednesday in Holy Week. So it was a delight to read, chew, pray, and listen for my "so that..." in a different context and liturgical season, and season of Creation (for those of us in the northern hemisphere the darkness is about as long as it can be). I've been wrestling with the metaphors of darkness and light this Advent, privately and publicly (and reminding there are also dawn and dusk - transition times that disrupt the binary).

I was drawn to the imperative, "go dark" - and that's what I've been trying to do since returning from my desert retreat. Berry supports my current experience that the dark, and darkness, and perhaps the accompanying silence are not evil, and to be avoided, from which to be protected. "Go dark." Go sightless, and experience the blooming and singing and the other elements of Creation that journey there with me. Here are Peace, Hope, Joy and Love.

The Divine responds to the longing (hollering) of my heart with Love. When I (Mr. Busy) go dark, I am nurtured by Love. My heart and voice then sing of the living Love that flows and is present for all. I am enkindled to burn and glow with the Divine Triune: The Name of Love, The Power of Love, The Glory of Love. That's what I know in the Dark.

PS - it was deeply connecting to know I was in this practice with 26 (and more who practiced later) others. Community dispersed and practicing together! Huzzah! To know, in the dark, that others are there - with me always.

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